(picture of my dear friend who shares Jesus online every day)
Pastor Steven Roberts (Life Church) said on Facebook, “I get nervous talking to people about Jesus.
This truth helps. It’s not about how clever or cool I am. God is already
working in their heart and I get to be a part of the process. The only way to
mess it up is to say nothing at all.”
I find a nervous pastor
comforting. It’s not just me that struggles with sharing my faith. Is it safe
to assume that’s why most people find it easier to share a meme about Jesus or
a bit of Bible verse instead of engaging online or face-to-face with the deeper
questions? Is that like tossing a handful of seeds out into a field and hoping
they land in the prepared soil? Pride and fear are emotions I feel when I share
my faith.
What if I don’t have all the answers? What if I fail? What if I let them down? Pride causes me to want to find the answers, to engage in debate instead of discussion, to be right. Voices From The Field: Conversations with Our Global Family by TJ Macleslie comforts me.
In the chapter titled, Sodnom—Mongolia,
the story shares about a Mongolian Christian named, Sodnom. She grew up in Communist
Russia as a Buddhist. In this chapter, Sodnom shares her experiences about
missionaries. For me, missionaries always seemed like people who had all the
answers.
Sodnom disagrees.
“Missionaries are impatient and try to force
the Gospel on us without knowing the history and context of our lives.
Missionaries must understand the journey we have to make in order to truly
embrace the gospel.” (Location 200)
Sodnom also shares how
missionaries impacted her life.
“Wisely they
(Jon and Vonnie) didn’t say anything but prayed…I think this is a very
important lesson for missionaries to learn. Remember that you are guests in our
country and even though you disagree with us, please do not ridicule or judge
us for our beliefs. You need to respect our beliefs and traditions. (Location
213). This older couple never told us what to believe; rather they prayed,
asking God’s Word to speak into our lives in a way that we could understand.
(Location 236)”
She shared, “Our American friends had taken us to God’s Word and allowed it to speak to our lives. (location 247)”
Translating this chapter
into my work with social media, I requoted what Sodnom said on Location 259.
When you share stuff online, serve online, realize you will be living in a new
world. Seek to understand the online world and the people you will interact
with. Be sensitive to God and His leading; be sensitive to your new environment.
Be prepared to change.
Pastor Steven Roberts words resonate with others, too and he is right when he says, “The only way to mess it up is to say nothing at all.”
Friends, you are not
alone in your fear and nervousness or in your grappling with pride. The most
important thing I have learned is to let the Holy Spirit do His work. Follow
God’s leading.